Miss Roze. |
I'm a candle burning slowly at both ends making love to each second I flicker in passing moments as I smile knowing that the more I lessen, the more I gain as at my core lies a wick of gunpowder, for shits and giggles. Because everyone expects dreams to remain dreams, and lives to only prosper on the conventional, just like how candles are meant to burn themselves out slowly. And in simple humanity lies our flaw of constant suffering. We expect. So read me as I flicker, as I sometimes flail weakly, and one day, as I dazzle exhaling my last breath of carbon dioxide as I explode like a star in my self made vision of this universe. |
Dear readers and followers.
This post, will be my last.
It has taken me some time to be able to do this and to somewhat let go of the need to post and hear feedback from you all on each of my posts but I am saddened and somewhat excited and proud to say that I now have the courage to move on and accomplish my next big chapter in life.
As you all know, I have wanted to write a book for a very long time now.
I have always had an immense passion for writing but like most with talent in whatever form it may be, I did not quite understand how the things I wrote could touch and connect with the people the way that they seemed to do so.
I have each and every single one of you to thank for the growth in my confidence to write, truly. I have never felt for a mass of people that I can’t physically see let alone do I know than I do for you all. Your messages over the years via the numerous places I have blogged only to finish here have brought me such delight that for once, there really are no words other than the gratitude that I have towards each of you. And if anything, when I write this book, it will be dedicated to all of you that have stood by me along the way and have shared their words of thanks.
I will not be deleting this blog, and I hope you all continue to randomly read pieces that I have written in whatever order you please.
Thank you for sticking by me through the years and following me on this wonderful journey of the life I have lived. This is definitely only the beginning for the girl with the dream to change the world for the best.
I wish each and every one of you the best on this journey. If I could tell you all one thing, life truly is perfect. This includes you, your thoughts, your worries, your sadness, your mistakes, your regrets and everything else that has ever brought you down or made you think that life, or at least your life was far from.
You have the power within yourself to make such a profound change in this world just by believing in every inch of your deep seated passions and talents.
Use them profoundly. Exist beyond the norm we are told to be like. No one great ever accomplished what they dreamt to be by trying to be like everyone else. Make your dreams a reality, whatever they may be - each of us are made to be different.
We are our very own God. Look within yourself and you will find everything you need to know or ever believe in.
Miss Roze.
Anonymous asked: describe your best sexual encounter and your most adventurous sexual encounter?
No thankyou.
Anonymous asked: When two people used to love eachother and distance is already in the way between them. They start arguing for 6 months and being off and off. Even pulling away from eachother they still manage to talk. And now they have slowly just started talking again when the girl isn't over him but he still goes off and flirts with other girls but still comes back to the girl and sticks by her through it all. What would you say is best, to walk away? Keep at it cuz something may happen and they could break through this tough time? Or what..?
I’m sorry but this one I think you’re going to have to work through and find out for yourself. There is obviously love still binding you both together, but there always will be I believe in any case, its deciding if you both need to move on and go in different directions or keep on feeding the fire and committing for good. Don’t worry too much about, when love is involved if its meant to be, it will- and don’t worry about him flirting with other girls. He is a boy, he is single and he can, the last thing he would want is for you to pick at him for doing so and you’ll only drive him away. Just be you, live your life, don’t worry too much.. you never know if one day while you’re stressing about him you’re letting another good guy slip through your fingers.
Anonymous asked: What are your views on cheating on your boyfriend/girlfriend. Have these views changed for you as you've grown older and more mature?
By golly they have definitely changed. I have cheated, a very long time ago, I was young and naive and just stupid. I don’t believe in cheating whatsoever. If you want to go and have feelings for someone else or be sexual with another person other than your partner without their knowledge then I truly have no words, you’re only going to hurt them, yourself and you’re going to lose all respect from those such as your friends that know even if they are the ones cheering you on.
I still think about it to this day even though it was in the early days of highschool and it really is disgusting and selfish. And at the end of the day the person you’re cheating on your partner with isn’t going to have any respect for you are they? No.
To anyone that does cheat - don’t waste someones time like that, it really isn’t right. Peoples emotions and feelings aren’t too be wasted on someone that doesnt give the slightest shit about them. Afterall, none of us want to ever be cheated on, so why do it to someone else?
(via billi0nairee)
Miss Roze
By memories
By love
By you.
Clenched
I feel sick.
Disappear like the beauty.
You are so beautiful
Drown me in my sin
Pressure me into my scars
None of the pain matters anymore,
When I’ve got your love to torture
With these empty days
And fulfilled memories.
Don’t let me come up for air.
Sitting in my favourite chair
swinging in the cool breeze
I wrote a song for you yesterday,
but it blew itself away.
Anonymous asked: Can you please tell the story behind all your tattoos please :)
Or why you got them.. xx
Heya, this got asked not so long ago. Maybe have a browse through a few pages, you’ll find my answers :)
Red wine romance. (Taken with instagram)
Miss Roze
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